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jobe
So dastardly the salt of time stings our wounds
deep and clotted
laying the fabric of
future scars, pre-emanate
These stars have been misplaced on my doorstep
which radiate the great injustices of
our misdoings, misdeeds
carried about by our misleading
misanthropy
indifference to the unconditional
means of nature
The meaning which we seek, eludes
withdraws
the spirit's will consumed
Indifference, the enemy
to my purpose
Rejoicing false prophets, in the name of
self-indulgence
ridicule
Slaves to the superior
mindset
Guide us to the path of
evolution
constitution
wisdom
Charismatic soldiers of the light
fighting for truth and freedom
are bestowed so few and far between
our dreams and memories
Enlighten me now, embrace me
with the courage of self-doubt
unraveling the web of intuition
until such time, as it solidifies
the crystal consciousness of purity
Humbly imploring the world
to grant true knowledge to all
who seek it.
May you be divine, in whatever way
it defines you.

Time
jobe
Time is our burden, the greatest challenge is to live in spite of it.

Adjudicate.
jobe
Adjudicate.
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As the bombs tear down the walls
it all begins to fall
into place, it's a race to outer-space.
Watch it all dissolve, no absolution here.
The walking dead, marching on this,
path of fear.

Isolation. Extermination. Determination of eradication.
And this, my nation.
What's my station?
Violation of indoctrination.
Violation of indoctrination.
Violation of their indoctrination.

Must escape, the dissolution here.
That number's getting bigger every year.
Have to find the pod, to get me higher, still.
Lift me up, away from this ammo mill.
The ants can keep fighting for their hills.

Isolation. Extermination. Determination of eradication.
And this, my nation.
What's my station?
Violation of indoctrination.
Violation of indoctrination.
Violation of their indoctrinations.

Tyranny is all I see.
All I feel, and all I breath.
No choice that it's surrounding me.
Powerless, over the powers that be.
A single voice is a lone echo,
which lacks destiny.

Isolation. Extermination. Determination of eradication.
And this, my nation.
What's my station?
What's my station?
What's my station?
What's my station?

Victim
jobe
Victim
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Pain.
Loss.
Surrendering to your hostile surroundings.
Another casualty of circumstance.
Must be strong, and must endure, must find a way to be secure.
In this day and age where love is cast aside and left for granted.
A profound poetry exsists within this plague of sadness.

I wish I had the answers.
I wish I could destroy all the questions,
with truth.
I wish it all well for the rest.
Most of all, I wish it well for you,
my beloved son.

Destined to fail before it began.
Ill-conceived, and poorly planned.
The remnants becoming crystal clear.
Just a few years too late.
We've failed.
It's broken.
Never to be reclaimed.

Pushed, pulled, torn apart at the seams.
Suffocated beauty.
Choking on its own ambition.
Will it ever see the light of day.

Veiled beneath this submissive darkness.
Left here lying on the ground.
Confused, alone, desolate...
Wasteland in my head.

I wish I had the answers.
I wish I could destroy all the questions,
with truth.
I wish it all well for the rest.
Most of all, I wish it well for you,
my beloved son.

My beloved son.
But I still,
But I still,
But I still wish it well for you,
my beloved son.
My beloved son.
My beloved son.

Serenity
jobe
Serenity
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There's something calming in your voice tonight.
Something that makes the dull shine
with a platinum brilliance,
I have no choice but to adore.

So relieving are these words you're speaking.
So telling are they of your heart and soul.
So revealing, is the peace of your ambition.
So reviving, is the life you breath into me.

So torn, and divided.
Must get lost, so I can be found, and saved.
Be my saving grace tonight, and watch over me.
Catch me before I fall,
from this last thread I'm clinging to.

You're too kind to me,
Could never be much more lucky, you see.
Than to be,
embraced within your serenity.

Lift me up, out of this chasm.
My feet belong here on the ground.
Because I'm swimming with purpose.
Soaring with inspiration.
Exploding with energy.
Just be my sweet serenity.

So relieving are these words you're speaking.
So telling are they of your heart and soul.
So revealing, is the peace of your ambition.
So reviving, is the life you breath into me.

So torn, and divided.
Must get lost, so I can be found, and saved.
Be my saving grace tonight, and watch over me.
Catch me, Catch me, Catch me, Catch me.

You're too kind to me,
Could never be much more lucky, you see.
Than to be,
embraced within your serenity.

Just be my sweet serenity.
Just be my sweet serenity.
Just be my sweet serenity.
Just be my sweet serenity.

(no subject)
jobe
Introspection
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It seems so jaded,
this bottomless pit of death and lies.
Built upon our reservations.
Our dreams are hidden behind the horizon.
Our will must overcome, and prevail.
Please, wake us from the blackness.
And, deliver us from evil.

While my despair consumes me,
my soul seems to cry out:
"Death to the patriarch of superficial needs."
These eyes see, what makes mankind's heart bleed.
Feverishly pumping the life through us.

They seek to banish me,
to silence not so self-apparent truths.
Yet, here I still am.
This voice can still be heard.
Put here just for you.

Unfortunately, for us;
words and truth can not, alone, bring justice.
Without the force of will,
our desires are wilted;
and, the parasites win.

These dreams remain within my grasp.
Begging me to carry forth this journey.
Seeking out limitless purity.
Within there lies an ellusive perfection,
which narrowly escapes definition and description.
It's a precise relfection of all we see.

Must unlock the beauty here.
My saving grace, it sets me free.
It provides my will to be.
To carry on, and carry out this path,
to figure out what must take place,
to destroy that which destroys me.

I must destroy what destroys me.
I must destroy what destroys me.
I must destroy what destroys me.

So they can see there are other ways.

Extract the chaos from the order.
And use it to replace the boredom.
The emptiness will suffocate,
and strip you of your love and hate.

Nothing left, but pain.
Nothing left, but need.
Nothing but a longing,
to feel you for the first time again.

And I'll chase you.
And you'll chase me.
And I'll chase you.
And you'll chase me.
Until one of us ends it.

You will chase me down.
Down into the hole,
of my deepest darkness.
Must remain fearless,
or I surely will be swallowed.
Swallowed by her unrivaled beauty.
What started as a longed for kiss,
ends "until death do us part".

Rest in Peace, now, Rest in Peace.
You made your choice, now go your way.
Rest in Reace, now, Rest in Peace.
I made my choice, and you're going away.

(no subject)
jobe
Awaken
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Ambivalence.
Decision to be indecisive.
Inconclusive evidence.
Fighting to persuade us.
Tripping along
Through this dank dark tunnel, that holds me.
The darkness, it just seems so comforting.

It's sucking us in.
Sucking us down.
Exerting its force of control.
Control.
Controlled.
You're all being controlled.

Manipulation.
Masturbation.
Stimulation.
Ejaculation.
Emancipation.
Edjudication from this control.

Remove the blinders.
You must see with your own eyes.
The freedom that lies upon our doorstep.
Choices we have to make.
Choices that are of our own will.

It's sucking us in.
Sucking us down.
Exerting its force of control.
Control.
Controlled.
You're all being controlled.

Must murder the ambivalence.
Lest you wish your soul's submission.
To the lies enshrouding our lives.

Control. Power. Greed. Money.
Controlling power with greed and money.
Controlling power with greed and money.
Controlling power with greed and money.

We're all slaves to these dollars.
So give me more.
Cause I want more.
Fuck these stupid corporate whores.
I'm the one that gives you freedom.
I'm the one sweating out this light.
I'm the one going crazy, for you all.

It's sucking us in.
Sucking us down.
Exerting its force of control.
Control.
Controlled.
You're all being controlled.

Do you think that you can muster,
the courage to forge your destiny?
Embrace it like the child you once were.
Dreams become self-fulfilling prophecies,
if you will them.

And the darkness it seems so comforting.
The ambivalence to all this greed.
The blinders have become my soma.
I'm dangerously close to letting go.
But I must hold on.
Must hold on, until the waking light of morning.
It'll be another day.
Another day to pursue my freedom.
Another day to rejoice for love.
Even if it's only for myself.
It would mean I'm still alive.

(no subject)
jobe
Her
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So many things that went unsaid (until now).
So many things still left to be discovered (and I will).
So many things that make me ask, "Why?".
So many things to make me wonder.
So many ways to kill myself for justice.

I'm your martyr, so martyr me.
I'm your pain, you must destroy me.
I'm your your priest, worship my message.
I'm your soul letting go.
Releasing into the chaos.

Brothers and Sisters, Enter my holy chapel.
Together, we'll unearth all the answers.
Uncovering realms of synergistic harmony.
Enter now and ye shall be forgiven.

Together. Together. Together. Together. Together.
Working.
Together. Together. Together. Together. Together.

Working together, to get her.
Working together, to get her.
Working together, to get her.

Mahimata gifted us the right.
To hold the power of her beauty.
Wind, Water, Coal, and Lumber.
But as always, we want more.
And we'll take it.
No matter what the cost.
We'll take it.
No matter what the cost.
We'll fucking take it.

(no subject)
jobe
C.L.F.
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I am your prey
And you my predator.
Seeking to devour me,
with your every waking breath.
To become, a part of you
is the only thing that's left.

Within this chain's foundation,
lies the key to all you see.
It reaches out, until there is no why.
Struggled actionss to survive, so we can make it
to tomorrow.

This bleeding heart, occupies the mouth
of your so supple need to feed.
Swallowing the awe, wonder, and youthful ignorance.
Swimming in this sea of feeling,
the soul's compulsion to evolve.

Within this chain's foundation,
lies the key to all you see.
It reaches out, until there is no why.
Struggled actionss to survive, so we can make it
to tomorrow.

Finding lately, that something's gone missing, again.
Never to be found, here on the ground.
Must have gone away, back to wence it once had came.
Guess who's left as the only one to take the blame.

It's you, and me.
It's you, and me.
It's you, and me.

Liquid Synthetic Dreams Chapter 25 Verse 1
jobe
L.S.D. 25:1
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It was a night of horrific divinity, if I recall correctly,
it was something like...

Straight jacket flying out like a Lynch flick,
Nothing but paper between me, the earth, the sky, the stars
Only one thought in my head,
"Jesus Christ, where'd these fucking colors come from??!?"

Then, least expecting it now, the granite gargoyle wrapped
his thick paws around my complex, warding off the insanity,
as visions of Tom Cruise having a lithium enema went flying around the room.
Realizing, now, how insane I'm not, my brain seems to slip right out my nose.
Falling on the floor with a genuinely unreproducable *squish*.
As I stumble to the ground to pick up my most important organ,
I catch myself saying "Did that just fucking happen?"
And if all this wasn't enough, my three-legged dog walks in,
and promptly asserts his dissertation on why Pink Floyd never needed Syd Barret anyways.
In some funky dialect of 15th century mandarin.

And that's when it happened.
It was stranger than even I could imagine.
How could I even begin to describe, the feeling
It's like I don't even know where I am...
Or who, if anyone, brought me here...
To the place where I seem to be....
It's so haunting, and devilshly sublime
Dared to visit, and spent an evening with the divine.

Surrounded by the echoes of an equisitely infinite light.
They embrace me. Fulfill me. Encourage me to survive. Then they told me:
"This is glory. The path you're seeking is here. There's no story
You must sever your fear, tonight. So that we can integrate.
We need to interrelate to conquer all that's evil."

But time flies, mouth's dry, just fetal cries in my mind, something here that I can't find. Punch drunk, liquified, completely out of my fucking mind. Can't look behind, Can't look behind, Can't look behind...

But I'm sweating, laughing, crying, sweating, laughing, crying, sweating, laughing, crying.
But I'm sweating, laughing, crying, sweating, laughing, crying, sweating, laughing, crying.

I don't mean to sound so alarmed. But the tables and chairs are moving.
Come to think of it, so are the walls.
Oh, and their purple. And they used to be fucking green!
Or was it yellow? Guess it doesn't matter, now they're blue.
Now I've done it. I'll never be quite the same.
Nothing will ever look normal again.

And time flies, mouth's dry, just fetal screams in my mind, something here that I can't find. Punch drunk, liquified,
completely out my fucking mind. Gotta look behind, Gotta look behind, Gotta look behind...

Can't know what I don't see.
Can't know what I don't see.
Can't know what I don't see.
Can't know what I don't see.
Can't know what I don't see.

Please, whatever, just let me be.
If I'm not now, I'll never be.
The final lesson will always be:
Life, hope, and liberty.
Life, hope, and liberty.
Life, hope, and liberty.

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